The cold climbed up her calves, her knees, her thighs. She gasped—a sound too loud in the quiet—and then forced herself to breathe slowly. You’re fine , she told herself. You’re fine. This is just water. This is just night. This is just you.
And now, at nearly midnight, with the neighborhood asleep and the only light coming from a crescent moon and the blue glow of submerged LED bulbs her father had installed last summer, Emily stood at the edge of the pool in nothing but an old t-shirt and shorts, wondering if she had the courage to step in. emily 18 alone in the pool at nightrar
The pool in the backyard had been covered for most of October, but the first week of November had brought an unseasonable heat wave—humid, electric, the kind of weather that makes your skin feel like it’s remembering something your brain forgot. She had peeled back the vinyl cover that afternoon, just to see the water. It was clear. Still. Waiting. The cold climbed up her calves, her knees, her thighs